Saturday, December 18, 2010

Where Am I?

Where am I on this spiritual journey? I sometimes wonder. I am still committed to Islam and I feel drawn to Sufism. But then things come up such as my relationship with this particular man, also a Muslim. He's rather fundamental; I get butterflies thinking of him. But he is married; I am much older. He's younger than my daughter. We don't even really know each other. We just seem to have "chemistry" together. Is this relationship a good, right thing? I know Islam allows more than one wife (not officially, of course, in America) but we are "married" in the sense of Islam. I do have lots of questions. What about a contract? I agreed to flowers as a dowry. How crazy this all is. My spiritual path is taking some very interesting turns. Am I ready for this ride?

And why does '"radical" Islam' come up in the tags when I type in 'Islam"? THAT ticks me off immensely.

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