I'm Trying

I have been trying to be a goof Muslima and make sure I say my prayers even though I tend to forget the Ishaa prayer because I get tired and forget and go to sleep before I egt to say it. It seems I remember it in the morning so I say it before Fajr. I don't want to say, "oh. well. I forgot. Never mind." So I say it in the morning if I've forgotten it at night. One night I forgot both the Maghrib and the Ishaa prayer and had to say them both in the morning.

Today I am getting rid of boxes and trash, and then I can assess what I have and what I want to get rid of. I have so much and and so much I don't need and need to give away or throw out. I should be grateful to have so much, but much I have is stuff I don't need and maybe someone else does need it. Especially the clothes. I could bag them and have the Salvation Army come and take them away; there is so many since I am wearing only Islamic clothing now. I can't work for very long because my back starts to hurt. I'd like to get the desk downstairs today if possible so I will try to clean off the end table so we can move the desk downstairs. I should put up the bookshelf, too, so I can put things on that. I will do that later today when there is more light.

I feel like I'm doing the right thing in getting rid of so much that I have and that other people could use, or that is just garbage. Inshallah.